Before school ended this year I gave the guy that I really liked a note. We dated that year, for about 3 months, I know its not like a year, but it felt like it, not saying it was a boring relationship. He was the first guy I felt real with, and I could tell him everything, somethings were really personal. He was my best friend for those 3 months. After the brake-up we never talked, Loosing a best friend is hard, I couldn't vent with anyone now. Yeah, I have family, but their not the same. Then we became friends after awhile and then something happened. I was really mad at him because he was going to ask out the girl that I never liked, Bee, who thought she was the best at everything. I kinda thought that she was one time, because at the time, I was going through something brutal I guess, and she acted perfect like nothing was going wrong. Well anyway, I wrote him a really long note, because I didn't want to talk to him that day. But, things change and he had to talk to me, every time he tried talking to me I would walk away and soon enough, we talked. I never cry, not even at funerals, maybe after, but still.. I cried right in front of him, well like couple feet away, and I kept looking away from him. When summer started, we kinda text-ed and became just friends. I still liked him, and he still liked me but.. I don't know. Now we barely even text. maybe once or twice every week. :(